Desperate for HELP to come!
look, I'm trying to get a hold of you to ask you for one FAVOR, not to bother u with your busy life. I know you've moved on and trust me, SO HAVE I! but one thing that will never change is that great love and trust i have on you. You know that as sad as it sounds, you're the only person i can count on! i know right, imagine how much i can count on others when you have never been there for me when i have needed you the most. You only know how to run away and giving up instead of fighting like I did for you for more than 4 years. I stood by your side for all those times you mistreated me, ignored me, embarrassed me, and stepped all over me just to see if at the end of the day you would have some time for me to show you how much i loved you! But its only one small favor that wont cost you anything and could mean the world to me. I AM EVERYTHING I ONCE SAID I WAS NEVER GOING TO BE! and life has put me in situations that I wish I had never been. I'm seating here crying because ever since I turned 17 my life turned for the worst and even though I've tried my best to do the right thing, without any guidance from a father or anyone to tell me what is right and what is wrong, its been very hard for me all my life! specially when I had to be the father for my brothers since the age of 10. People and things that I love and would give my life for in a second continue to stab me in the heart. right now I'm at a point that I don't have a single friend, a single enemy, a single relative, A SINGLE THING! all I have a great heart and a huge eager to succeed in life for once and for all. I mean after all, I'm just 21 and still have a chance. So please, for once in your life help out someone that its on the edge on loosing them-self in this sad world. I promise you, I will never in your life bother you again
PLEASE HELP!