The Story of a Boy ...

-THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS-

A year ago...

I would have said that the thing that gets me up every morning, is "The Pursuit of Happiness". Now, a year later! I don't know what to wake up every morning too. I pray to god that I never, ever have another year as or worst then the last one! I wouldn't be able to survive it! That year is gone! along with my job, my house, my car, my family, my grandpa, my freedom, my innocence, my tumor, my depression, my money! MY PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS!

There is this one thing, that  haven't shared with anyone. Is something I found out at the same time as my Tumor! I set it aside since I didn't thought it matter since I thought i was gonna die. Now after all of that is gone, when I was starting to pursuit happiness again, reality hits me with knowing that I will probably will never reach the happiness that I set aside!

NO BODY SAID IT WAS EASY, BUT NO BODY SAID IT WOULD BE THIS HARD! PLEASE TAKE ME BACK TO THE START :'(

 

Sergio Jurado™ | @prepkidlv

 

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-THERE COMES A TIME-

When you have to stand up and SHOUT....

 

This is me danm it! I look the way I look, think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love! I am the whole complex package. Take me... or leave me. Accept me - or walk away! Do not try to make me feel like less of a person, just because I don't fit you idea of who I should be and don't try to make me fit your mold. If I need to change, I'll do it alone and my way. When you are strong enough to love yourself 100%, good or bad - you'll be amazed at the opportunities that life presents.

Qoute me on this!

"You never know how stron you are until being strong is the only option you have!"

 

Sergio Jurado™ | @prepkidlv

 

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-REALITY CONTUNIES TO RUIN MY LIFE-

I was just THINKING,

 If we were not all so interested in ourselves, life would be so uninteresting that none of us would be able to endure it. Do as you please! "I can't do it" never yet accomplished anything; "I will try" has performed wonders. So here i am, TRYING to please you; if I succeed, good for you! and if I don't, well at least I'll be pleased. Even if REALITY continues to ruin my life, I'll continue to make this life UNREAL. I do believe that The world is my counrty, but my religion is to do good and for that i say "The Sky is not my limit, Infinity awaits.

I'm lovin cloud 9

 

 

Sergio Jurado™ | @prepkidlv

 

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-SOCIAL NETWORKS-

So, let me TELL you

 

Last weekend, I'm at the club w/ friends and having a good time. As usual, I'm networking w/ everybody and there mom lol! N e ways,  some kid comes up to me with his iphone and has my pictures in front row :) (twitter). He was so excited to meet me since he has been writing to me in twitter for months. 30 mins go by, I catch some girl following my arm as im waving it around the dance floor LMFAO; It turns out to be an old friend of mine that was trying to identify me by my tattoo. right after that, I see this guy starring hard like Virgin Mary just arrived! well it's this guys that stalks me on facebook and comments everything I say, of course i'm polite and always reply and people be thinking that im trying to marry them!

Moral of the story:

YES! it's me... I am a human that goes out sometimes! Now, i'm far from being ordinary since i'm usually doing the most and enjoy making everyone laugh and have a good time. Sometimes I do take things to the extreme and set no boundaries for me, but if I dont risk it! I dont win it!

If you ever see me out please say hi!!! I am not stuck up, consided, nor think im better than you. I'm actually pretty shy when I dont know you, It's when I get to know you that the problem starts lol. Social Networks are a big part of this generation and even though it seems like that's all I do! :) well then u'll be surprise on all the things I get involve.

I BREATH THROUGH MY PHONE

 

Sergio Jurado™ | @prepkidlv

 

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-I LIVE IN MY HEAD-

-- reading, observing, THINKING, spinning ideas around --

I need mental stimulation probably more than food or drink. My happiness lies in using my creativity and language skills to communicate something meaningful, to teach, inspire, or bring people together. I have an unbiased mind and can usually offer a fresh, clear, uncluttered perspective

 

My wilder side will now be described. When I'm following my true nature, My life is apt to be unconventional, unusual, controversial, and full of insecurity and excitement. I cannot and will not be forced into some pre-set mold, and I find it difficult to conform. My offbeat interests and tastes lead into ventures that others may consider too "far-out" or experimental. I'm have a very creative, inventive streak.

As of now, I'm finding hard to understand where my Talent lies :(. I'm around a multitude of interests and are loathe to limit myself by concentrating on just one. My distracted mind and restlessness propel me into many different experiences in life, I am willing to taste or try anything once. Doing the same thing over and over again, even if it is something you do well, is real drudgery for me. Unfurtunately is not really a good thing since it has brought me many sufferings that have damaged me for life.

 

 

 

Sergio Jurado™ | @prepkidlv

 

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-AT THE EDGE OF DESIRE-

in LOVE by myself...

♫ ♫ ♪ -Edge Of Desire- ♪ ♫♪

 

There's stories of those who fall in LOVE with each other, stories I enjoy!

But what about the rest of US? the ones who fall in-love ALONE! Can our story be told?  Emotions are so hard to understand, I don't KNOW if to be glad that I lost you before I had you or to be sad cause I lost you and never had you! We were ready to create the perfect one for EACH OTHER, but the end came before it BEGAN!

*We didn't have time to FALL in love, but the introduction left a journey that I now want to discover when I'm ready again.

Sergio Jurado™ | @prepkidlv

 

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-MY THOUGHTS HOLD MY SUCCESS-

When Looking back at MYSELF,

-I see my MISTAKES and I have NO REGRETS-

I was think  and came to realise that successful people stand out more by how they think than by what they produce! People tent to forget that the more they HAVE, the more they owe! They concentrate on themselves and get GREEDY for more . My success comes from putting a -S M I L E- on your FACE! that's all I have to give! I wish I could give you MORE! My time to be successful will come! and we will all celebrate that we are producing from our thoughts! I mean after all,  

Sharing Means Caring right?

well i CARE to SHARE!

 

 

Sergio Jurado™ | @prepkidlv

 

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-LET ME TELL YOU-

Oh but imma SAY it!

So tonight it felt soo right that I'm trying really hard to find a reason and make it wrong! I'm also scared to be the only one feeling this way!.... I want to delete his phone number, block him on FACEBOOK,  unfollow him on TWITTER, get a restraining order AGAINST him & if I could, ship him over to CHINA! But, he hasn't done anything wrong though :|. All he's done is made me laugh and hold my hand :D....... I swear that For an hour, we were both deeply in love living in la la land. But I always do this, push everyone so far away so I can feel safe! maybe this time I'll just let it be and see where it goes?

mmmmmm, Alrgith! so good LUCK to me!

 

Sergio Jurado™ | @prepkidlv

 

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-I THINK I HAVE A PROBLEM-

 

ok, It's a BIG problem!

 

I have so much passion for everything that I tend to EXPLODE! 
what started as a joke, It's becoming a reality.
I'm everything I didn't wanna be!
So I must stand for my believes! and today, is a great start for this


There's always something going on in my life! I manage to stay more than busy with work, school, friends, and well me! (I can be a FULL-TIME job myself)
I'm a very creative person and always have more then 1 way or solution to a problem. If it puts a smile on my face, I will proudly show it off and hope that u will like :)
I'm so passionate about work that I don't mind working 10 hrs over time even though my pay is Salary.
If I buy a Bed Spread, I end up buying a new bedroom set, lamps, window treatments and paint my room all over again,
When I bought my new place! I also bought new couches, dining room table, rugs and a new
plasma TV cause the one I had was too small for the oversize entertainment canter I had to buy cause it match my wood floors :).
I mean, If I could afford to make some nice look amazing? why wouldn't I?

I got so passionate about Starbucks that I tried their entire regular menu along with their seasonal Menus. How would I know if it's really my favorite Starbucks drink otherwise?

Then I had to make it perfect for myself! (Venti Iced Caramel Maccuiato with and extra shot of espresso, extra caramel, 2 pumps white mocha and 1 pump hazelnut. light on the iced, stir with whipped cream, caramel and chocolate syrup on top)

A must stop on my way to work! Now I'm at Starbucks hall of Fame lol

oh, I also got so passionate about my diet, that I ended up looking the the Ashley Olsen -20 pounds on crack cocaine lmao!

for 3 years I thought Twitter was a big joke that i wasn't gonna join, plus just the "Follow me on Twitter" made me feel so silly, that without noticing I made it a joke!
I got soo passionate about my little "follow me" joke that I open a Twitter account so i can joke about my joke.
Now everything I talk about, say, think, do, and tweet must be the stupidest thing!
My friends think " I got JOKES" and that "I'm HILARIOUS!" and If we are in the same place, believe me Twitter will be the trend!
Now I'm just way to serious about Twitter and catch myself making people think that I'm stupid, retarded and loosing my mind!

Moral of the story:
You think your cooler than me? take your smart pill with diet coke and think again!
WRONG! THINK AGAIN! but this time try 5 smart pills instead! lmao
I'm a PASSIONATE twitter freak that's retarded and stupid with Jokes up the ass for everyday.

Ok! really I think I'm over it! Twitter is a JOKE! not that serious so get the fuck over it! Ready? GO!
I'm not stupid, retarded, Crazy nor cross eyed! so you guys get over that as well!
I must admit that now It's a bit much since I get so caught up in my jokes that I forget not everyone knows,
and If they do, they're starting to wonder when I'm gonna stop joking around!
well, I am now. I'm not deleting my Twitter account because my laptop doesn't have a delete button :) plus once in a while, everyone can use a smile :)
I promise you that I'm much more normal in person!
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oh and if you think my blog posts are stupid, it isn't because I'm stupid! I'm actually smart enough to make them look stupid so you can relate! you stupid! :)
For the rest of you, Let's hang out. I really want us to be friends! did you hear that! just FRIENDS!

Sergio Jurado™ | @prepkidlv

 

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-I DONT WANT ANYMORE-

I just want too LIVE my life!

 Ever since i turned 20 years old, I took a huge commitment to work and family. I've came to find out that I am very passionate about what I do and proud to do it as well. Companies like that! and want to have people that are eager to show what they have to offer. In the past two years, my INCOME has triple and my life style has well improve :). I have visited places that I had never even thought of going but life it self is a journey so come upon me :). There is a down fall to this though, I find myself flying 3 days a week, the other 2 are BARELY enough to plan the following week and my WEEKEND, well resting and sleeping are a big part of it lol. I don't have time to go out, I never go to clubs and love life, I don't even have time to think of dating. It's been the best and worst 2 years of my life! I think I'm ready to stop leaving a roller coaster and get back into Branch Management and leave Corporate Management to people that have lived their life and in their 30's. People tell me all the time that I'm to young for what I do but It's not my fault people are stupid! lmao. I'm gonna give myself 2 months to change the way I go in life and start living a little :). maybe even change cities! who knows what's in-store for me! I usually EXPECT the UNEXPECTED!

 

Sergio Jurado™ | @prepkidlv

 

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-LIFE IS SIMPLE, LIVING IS COMPLEX-

  Options are there                                                              as                                                              Choices are made         

 

Sometimes we forget how simple and chill this life, world, planet or what ever it is that you have is. We complicate ourselves with so many things that we FORGET we really don't have to do any them. The only thing we have to do really is DIE one day but other than that, we don't have to do anything if we dont want! There's options, choices, wants and needs but we don't even have to do any of those. I mean, that probably wouldn't be ideal but hey, It's a CHOICE :). However everything and anything we do, does and will have consequences that we will come upon whether we want to or not, but again There will be OPTIONS for us to make. My point, Take a second everyday to reflectuate, organize, prioritize and set standards for yourself, make the best choices and pick the right options! you'll know what they are as they come. Think about the previous day and really make this one a BETTER day! After all, it is your lifes and you just want the best for you right? Mistakes will be made and the choices you make may not always be right; Nevertheless enjoy yourself in every step you make and know that good or bad, your living your best life.

 

 *Enjoy your yourself and you'll have a HAPPY life*

Sergio Jurado™ | @prepkidlv

 

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-IT RUIN MY LIFE-

Twitter! so HE says...

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-LOW POINT IN LIFE-

Desperate for HELP to come!

 

look, I'm trying to get a hold of you to ask you for one FAVOR, not to bother u with your busy life. I know you've moved on and trust me, SO HAVE I! but one thing that will never change is that great love and trust i have on you. You know that as sad as it sounds, you're the only person i can count on! i know right, imagine how much i can count on others when you have never been there for me when i have needed you the most. You only know how to run away and giving up instead of fighting like I did for you for more than 4 years. I stood by your side for all those times you mistreated me, ignored me, embarrassed me, and stepped all over me just to see if at the end of the day you would have some time for me to show you how much i loved you! But its only one small favor that wont cost you anything and could mean the world to me. I AM EVERYTHING I ONCE SAID I WAS NEVER GOING TO BE! and life has put me in situations that I wish I had never been. I'm seating here crying because ever since I turned 17 my life turned for the worst and even though I've tried my best to do the right thing, without any guidance from a father or anyone to tell me what is right and what is wrong, its been very hard for me all my life! specially when I had to be the father for my brothers since the age of 10. People and things that I love and would give my life for in a second continue to stab me in the heart. right now I'm at a point that I don't have a single friend, a single enemy, a single relative, A SINGLE THING! all I have a great heart and a huge eager to succeed in life for once and for all. I mean after all, I'm just 21 and still have a chance. So please, for once in your life help out someone that its on the edge on loosing them-self in this sad world. I promise you, I will never in your life bother you again

PLEASE HELP!

 

Sergio Jurado™ | @prepkidlv

 

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-YOU DIDN'T TELL ME-

that it was my TIME to shine
 

 

So I spill my breakfast on me, and can't change cause im not home and the best thing you can do is make a video of it? good job :D

 

Sergio Jurado™ | @prepkidlv

 

copyright 2010.   Sergio Jurado.   All rights reserved.

-A SECOND CHANCE-

A Second Chance in Life

 

 

 

I was a HARD time

On On Sept. of last year, My life so sudden and unexpected changed! At first I was hopeful, but with in a month I was devastated and I was ready to die. It would take me hours to write everything that I've gone through ever since Sept. of 09! I was diagnose with a Brain Tumor usually would kill people with in 5 months, I was in jail 3 times in that same month for charges that weren't mine, My Grandpa passed after being diagnose with cancer 4 days before he died, I lost my job do to having to go to jail so many times and not showing up, I lost my house since i had no job, Bail Bonds took my car and my moms car. My mom and brothers couldn't believe all the things that were happening to me as they struggled with the death of my grandpa, no car and needed to find another place to move to since I had left them down and couldn't struggled with the law! there is so much more but n e ways! lol. by the end of Oct. I was pretty much lost, leaving with my best friend, depress, dealing with bail bonds taking everything I had and trying to prove that the charges weren't mine. I had not pay attention to my health since i got diagnose, I told no one about because I was in shock and more than anything, I didn't want my family to suffer any more!!! My MOM!!!! she had just lost her father and I could not give her a news like that. the next few months, I just set at my friends house i guess just waiting to see what would happen with me, I wouldn't eat, I wouldn't go out, I ignored my family, I ignored everyone! I wasn't looking for a job, I was GONE. little by little things just started to come back to normal I guess you can say lol. All my Charges were dropped since the police couldn't probe that those warrants were mine. I lost everything I had and owned along with my mother's car and 5000 dollars she paid for bonds. WOW! there's so much more.... and so many details that I'm remember as I write lol. As of Now, I am happy to say that Finally a Lawyer heard my screams for help lol, The Bail bonds Company is getting their license revoked and must reimburse me all they took from us! I started to look into my health more than anything, because my mom has been through so much in her life! I could not put her through more, not me! not my mom! I had a very risky and long surgery but the result would be know in the weeks to come. Now, I'm happy to have a job! I gain my house back! My mom bought another car :) and littler by little My depression and me going around and around on why all of things happen to me are starting too come a part of the pass. A few weeks ago I went to London more than anything to find out if surgery had been success and to find out what else is next to come. I am so, but so HAPPY that my cancer is gone! but I do feel like I died and now I'm given a second chance. I was partying, drinking, smoking, and really not caring about the important things in life! Now I'm starting to see that if I would've continue to do that, I really was die lol. Now I can't wait for all the good things their is to come!

 

Sergio Jurado™ | @prepkidlv

 

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